Life Complicated: Archive

……yes indeed everybody lies, we lie, she lies, he lies, I lie & that is just the reality but yuh know it just kind of slightly sucks I mean my lying isn’t of much elaboration or anything or maybe it is? Maybe I’m lying to myself for various reasons or maybe I’m a hypocrite?? Doesn’t matter point I’m getting at is blah I dk wtf the point is…I have food and I guess I’m hungry and should eat but instead I have this need to vent & just ever since 4 o’clock last night I can’t seem to clear my mind….mainly bc of this lying business. I mean maybe I’m just having yet again one of those moments of thinking too much or whatever? Or maybe I’m not thinking enough just feeling? Oy vey I do not know…I just wish the world was more honest like brutally fucking honest. It would really give a lot of people more balls in life which is super needed in my head? Sure we get our feelings hurt but I mean that’s life so why not just be honest right? We all know in reality that it hurts much more to be lied to & I understand lying you just don’t want to to hurt that person but I mean you already are dude? Yuh know? lol & of course there are other reasons. People lie in fear of messing ones life up but c’mon let’s take responsibility we are all grown ups…ehh I dk I dk about a lot but I know this is all annoying and so time consuming. We have to figure out who is lying? Why? What is true? What is false? Is it worth it? Am I worth it? Should I lie? When? What? Where? Do I even care? Would they care? Ohhh so many questions and thinking and decisions to made on such a distasteful yet sometimes petty subject…Okay I guess that’s it I’m getting distracted out my window of rabbits hiding from lawn mowers in the cemetery lol so cute.. & they really look scared for their lives so maybe that isn’t funny *shrugs*

Apr 24, 2012