…..sii I have been tumblin what’s been goin on in the old Briana Lee-sterrr a lot lately_hehe! But #funtimes it always is isn’t it? Welp did nothing but more investigation online with my futureeeeee, ate & slept all morninnn’. Nd then at six o’clockkkk I was at work for inventory nd can someone say Amazinggggg! Yes my job isn’t like the part time job of my dreamss no certainly it is not but maybe that’s good bc evrytime I love my job somethn bad happens haha but anywhoo si job is w.e but my co-workers are effn amazin. For Charming Charlie to find all of us nd happen to hire us together is the bestest. I love them already. No one is a stuck up annoyin bitch we are all jus down to earth nd fun loving group of women! I fuckn love it! Tn we established the ones that were there are the seceret elite club nd we are all going to be going out nd I’m so excited bc they make me laugh my head off. I seriously haven’t laughed this much in awhile nd it was exactly what I needed! ;D
This is one of the most amazing thing’s Ive seen on Tumblr.
-cutting unless you’re a cutter.
-drugs unless you’re a druggie.
-suicide unless you’ve attempted it.
-depression unless you’ve felt it.
-eating disorders unless you’ve had one.
-me unless you’ve been through what I’ve been through.
So don’t act like you fucking do understand.
THIS is absofuckenlutely true.
nd the first movie on my listtt since last time I fell asleep*
I dk what to do and for one of the most realestic persons of the world I have a lot of faith nd trust in my future but this time I dk what to do? I’m not one to give up and even when I say I’m gonna give up I nvr do but this time there is no hope no solution no anything for me to get to where I want to go?? Maybe this is the smack in the face I nvr rly got. Maybe I was supposed to stay in Utah? Maybe I should move back there…is that evn an option for me anymore? I wish there was someone or something to show me that this will work out and show me what to do. This all sounds familiar like I might’ve evn wrote this before…maybe I did? I dk I’ve exhausted all resources. I have a rich father who won’t spare a dime? My grandparents won’t respond, the rest of my family can’t help? Nd my Mom takes my own money. I finally was happy for a full day bc I found an apt at the school of my “little” dreams nd now to be smacked in the face of the true true reality that I won’t be able to go??? Wow I dk I’m not one to be a victim of our world bc if I was smart I would’ve prepared for all this nd I would been more cautious nd wiser to who can access my business? Ughh I dk but I think this time I rly am givin up? More time with Scranton? I dk that’s like more time in hell? That’s like me being yet anothr loser in this city…Maybe I can pray a little more?!??! UGHH I DON’T FUCKN KNOW WHAT TO DOOO =,(
…..I rly can’t evn see exactly where I want to be but I have a damn good idea! I’m just so stressed out with evrything that is going on and I have no idea what I can do about it. My biggest goal nd dream starter is to get the hell out of this city but it’s rly looking hard to do right now. My wife and I have finally found a place to live and I of course am havin the most ridiculous time trying to get everything situated to finalizing in getting this place. I need loans and have no clue how to get them or where to go…ugh I just want it to finally work out or someone to help me so I can calm down for a moment. I’ve been done with school and it was going great and not to say I am in complete despair but I want to go back to how happy I was the week before instead of this numb crazy stressball…Thankfully I have a new job that has been workn my tail off nd distracting me but it also has been takn a lot of my time up that I need to handle some business…*sigh _basically…please…help =/
Def is I don’t remember if I met you or not. Sry my memory blows but if you’re a worker and not a temp I’m sure I’ll be seeing you. haha*