December 2011
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1:15 am
…I realize I’ve been ranting a lot on here lately, but to me it helps or at least makes me feel like it does? I’m convinced I’m bipolar like legit? I’m in a horrific mood for probably a lot of dumb reasons….everyone is fuckn annoyn I hate them all. I didn’t realize how long this brk bout to be nd what do I have to look forward to?? Seeing my...
I'm such a paranoid person.
Brokenhearted, Empty & Secrets of longing...
5:26 pm
…sounds like I just lost my long lost love, but that is not the case here. I do feel like my heart is broken, for one I hate the holidays, always did, maybe one day I’ll feel differently…hopefully. When it’s the holidays we have these expectations if we admit them or not, they exist. Ever since I could remember I’ve become numb to any expectations nd...
Ecstaticcc....!
4:40 am
….I did delete my other post bc I wrote it out of impulse nd dramatically. I was actually quite mistaken! I came home drunk nd felt like txtn some ppl nd these ppl nvr responded so then I txted more ppl…who also nvr responded so then I txted evn more ppl nd you know what they nvr responded eitherrr! So I just layed in bed blasting music, vry upset at how I was being ignored...
tiffanysepiphany:
Is it weird that the stress reliever I take is 27% alcohol? haha
I feel like finally, it’s over. It doesn’t hurt...
I said I miss you. You said you miss me more. You...
Not like me but I liked this??
OH! And also, for Christmas, I would like to be...
quote-book:
“But who can say what’s best? That’s why you need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much. My experience tells me that we get no more than two or three such chances in a life time, and if we let them go, we regret it for the rest of our lives.” — Haruki Murakami (via roscoe-)
Only way I know how to live my...